u remind(s) ;) me of these lines

Sawaal (The Question)

Did I not say
I cannot stay?

I told you, didn’t I,
I have forgotten how to belong?

Did I not say
I come from lands of nowhere
and move on,
without warning?

Did I not say
I am sold to wicked spirits
who whisk me away
to hiding-places, wet and warm?

I told you, didn’t I
that I must lust,
for the foreign eye,
though clinging, even, to your predictability?

I warned you, didn’t I,
of the times when I rebel
and escape to my secrets?

Did I not say
I cannot stay?


This is the second round of sawaal-jawaab, taking off from where Peter left off.
(c) Annie Zaidi, Dec 2004

i dint want to

miss u

i wanted to meet u

i dinno i wud feel so upset

i really din kno

may be i shud GO

BYE

thinking abt u

i really feel like running away

i shud stretch myself

a little more… than before..

i tell myself i wont give up..

not so fast

i am going to grow

finally

finally ..

 ”k” went back to his friend …he actually too the first step…

i wud have congratulated him on this..but we are not talking ..i dont want to

am happy that you are happy :)

i calld u jjjj because u shud stop calling urself jjjj..u r not jjjj stop beating urself

for heavens sake ….will tell u yearslater when i meet u ..

til then then

so am i

going to stare back

give it back

say no to everythign and become home bound

or am i going to do something about it

i dont want to take this …

i am just going to jump

how…

How difficult is it to be happy?

How difficult is it to be strong?

How difficult is it to be a see sunshine?

How difficult is it to understand love?

How difficult is it to throw away old clothes?

How difficult is it to understand old loves?

How difficult is it really to understand a new language?

How difficult is it to catch a bear hug with you?

How difficult is it to glimpse the dragon fly?

How difficult is it to retain only the best memories and nothing else?